More than best friends..?

You are experiencing your first time being really close to another person. There is ual tension between you two, and you are questioning your uality. You are somewhat bi ual before you get comfortable with how you view love, and you're having normal confusion. There is a stigma that comes with not being "normal " in your attraction to this girl you feel very comfortable with and having guys that you date casually. It's normal to feel conflict because there are people who expect you to be totally attracted to guys. You are perfectly normal, and this is experimentation in how you feel. It's neither good or bad, you have to answer to your feelings, and If you are not comfortable with going further with this girl right now, tell her that you want to slowdown. You are being bombarded by on tv, movies music, and that can be totally confusing since you have no real experience with how you feel about this whole new part of your life. You sound very inteligent which makes it too easy to think yourself into total confusion.